My Moody Day

After a completion of my assignments, i have not any mood to write further few drafts and create new posts. I realise that i have few posts for a month of March. I asked myself why i have no mood to write. Is it because i am sick or fed up with rashes that started 2 weeks ago? I lost a interest to go the gym. Irritation wakes me sometime between 3am to 5am. Now, i have improper of sleeping. I have little mood to read a 490 page book of The Constant Princess by Philippa Gregory.

I doubt that i over-consummated Iodine which sources from seafood. I had finished a whole box of spicy prawn rolls that was brought from Batam. I had went for a medical consultation but i think i should go a private clinic instead of a public clinic such as a polyclinic.

Switching to a serious career is on my mind almost everyday. I hope i can move on and move on without turning back like a train can not move back.

Having inflamed skin is first time in my life. I heard there are many causes of the rashes. See Symptoms and Causes  I heard it will last for few months. It is so long.

My apologise for sloppy writing here due to my blue mood.

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“Superwoman” by Alicia Key

Everywhere I’m turning
Nothing seems complete
I stand up and I’m searching
For the better part of me
I hang my head from sorrow
Slave to humanity
I wear it on my shoulders
Gotta find the strength in me

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I’m a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I’m a Superwoman

For all the mothers fighting
For better days to come
And all my women, all my women sitting here trying
To come home before the sun
And all my sisters
Coming together
Say yes I will
Yes I can

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I’m a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I’m a Superwoman

When I’m breaking down
And I can’t be found
And I start to get weak
Cause no one knows
Me underneath these clothes
But I can fly
We can fly, Oooohh

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I’m a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I’m a Superwoman

By Alicia Key

In a beginning

Second Edition: Correction of the errors

Hello. This is my first post to write. I had the previous blog. I realized how good my writing style is.  I had created a fresh blog – “myhumblejournery” in the URL. Let me brief its meaning. My” does not mean it is related in my private life but refers to what I learnt and what influence on my visualisation and philosophy.
“Humble” is a same meaning of ordinary but a profoundly literal word. I live with a simple and enriching lifestyle in the city (my country, Singapore is a full urbanisation) but am going to be an urban lady from sub-urban as I spend most of my times in CBD and city area. 
“Journey” is to walk in different atmospheres. I work to live during your time and appericate many things that are meaningful. I am growing up in different zones such as comfort, pain and hardship. Growing up is quite painful. Look at a 5 years old child. Tell me how innocent the child is. The child is more innocent than the adults!

 I live on my own without a parental support since I was in youth. I do not rely on my family for rest of my life with my disability. In my childhood dream, I longed to be a good explorer independently. In the end, I am the one now. I am hearing impaired profoundly since I was a baby. In addition, I do not wear any hearing aid because it does not help me at all time but I am responsive to a level of a vibration. (If you hope me to wear the hearing aid, it still does not work for me.) Why does it not work for me?

Let me state clearly. I learnt about the facts of hearing impairment when I was in secondary school (high school). I had the high fever that was caused by a chronic illness (I do not know what illness). When your auditory nerves in an inner ear that receive a signal of every sound and convert into a message and sent it to the brain are damaged and unable to be cured, you would lose a hearing. See fact   There are no cure in the present.

 Second post is coming soon…

 Inspired to write; Write to inspire